Cut

I nailed the door shut to leave you blind

2004-09-15T01:19:52Z

meVSgrandmasboob: you do a lot of moaning
I Am Scary Spice: where
I Am Scary Spice: when
meVSgrandmasboob: in your live journal

Must figure out bridge to this song and write it down.
Must stop moaning.
Must change.

once again.

2004-09-09T01:24:09Z

WHATTT!!>! Geoff left Tiger Army.
I was going to complain about many things and how today was not good; but I think above NEWSFLASH just about sums up the badness.
I know he's already their 3rd stand-up player but...fooey. I'm sad about it so deal.

it's like waiting for the pool to catch fire

2004-09-08T01:02:27Z

I'm broke. And what do I have to show for it? Rocky Horror Punk Rock Show; Queer as Folk Season 4 Soundtrack; the new Teen Vogue. Yay. And the soundtrack has some rather hot pictures of everyone. cha-CHING.
I forgot my binder for west virginia studies at school so...no WVS homework for me tonite! wahoo.
I found my big red scissors.
Going to LBC CD release Sunday. Even if it is alone.
Got Cari the BESt birthday gift everrr. That needs a whole post to describe.
Swimming makes me sad and tired. I need to shower. I need to start getting pictures for my poster idea.
Meredith gave me a jacket to make. Oh boy. More sewing. Yay but...I wish I were faster/less tired/more motivated/more willing to do it. It shall be done, though.
Real World premiere tonite. Is it sad that I'm excited for that? and cari didn't return my Queer Eye tape. Which is uncool because now I have to tape it on something else. Jeesh I'm too paranoid.
I yearn for a practice with Steve, Nick, and Mary. Just onee.
I'm rambling so much because.
I feel like Lucy's already gone.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-09-04T00:47:00

2004-09-04T04:47:46Z

hahahaahaha.
whatEVER. just whatever.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-09-01T20:55:00

2004-09-02T00:56:08Z

I made three references to the Backstreet Boys album "Black and Blue" yesterday.

forgot to mention it. oh mymemory.

Kevin likes the Beatles. maybe leighann will approve of him.

i think i can i think i can

2004-09-01T01:54:13Z

I forgot just about everything I knew about breaststroke in 3 short weeks.

I can't go to Alice's birthday party. Because I'll be in Pittsburgh. Which makes me feel BADDDD AND SAD AND MAD.

I'm tired tired tired. And we've only been doing 3000 a workout. I'm good as drowned.

I finally got a new ink cartridge. Color pictures are so COOL.

I want to go to Alice's birthday partyyy. I need to emphasize this. More.

I'm hating swimming.

Math makes me scared. And lost. Oh darn. I hate how my memory goes. Byebye.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-24T15:45:00

2004-08-24T19:47:37Z

chris came over. i painted his nails. made me feel better. then he left. then i stopped feeling better. still don't. got a new walkman. finally. got my keychains today. finally. painted my nails. finally. made nick a poster for the soccer game tomorrow...but i have no idea what's going on with that. but he has a kickass poster. now i need a ride.i'm tired.

to wish impossible things

2004-08-23T01:23:19Z

remember how it used to be
when the sun would fill the sky
remember how we used to feel
those days would never end
those days would never end

remember how it used to be
when the stars would fill the sky
remember how we used to dream
those nights would never end
those nights would never end

it was the sweetness of your skin
it was the hope of all we might have been
that filled me with the hope to wish
impossible things
to wish impossible things

but now the sun shines cold
and all the sky is gray
the stars are dimmed by clouds and tears
and all i wish
is gone away
all i wish
is gone away

all i wish
is gone away

~~why can't I just let it go~~

kamikaze skanking fit

2004-08-16T02:08:02Z

Mum: "I love the gymnastics [in the olympics]. There's so much...drama. And glitter."

don't laugh don't mock don't snicker don't point

2004-08-14T22:20:51Z

went on an outing with mum and grandma today. art gallery, waterfront, fatty loaf's, blue moose. woo.
saw ERIKO at orientation thursday. yayyyyy.
scuzard's last/LBC CD release show tomorrow. taking leighann to din din first. *snicker* DATE.
found out that the land my parents bought for when they retire has TWO graveyards on it. So if you die and want a cheap funeral...let me know. gale harold's really hot. hey sage, your tongue is slimming. i forgot to tell you.

i need you so much closer

2004-08-13T01:32:10Z

Damn.
Maggie's at zones and she saw STEVEN and she got to hang out with him and...kdsjf;aklsdjf;lkdfg;lkhdg;klhilikesteveeffoff. Hmph.
Hannah has decided to like girls.
I have the worst headache. Ever.
Evereverevereverevereverrr.
I meant to go work out today.I really did. Just that whole falling asleep thing. Got in the way. Kinda. I feel really crappyyy. I'm too addicted to Queer As Folk.

Lee watched Queer As Folk last night with me...it's so oo much weirder when I type it out like that..I don't even know why he did. Weirdo. Lucky for him it was something like the cleanest episode I've ever seen Ever.
hmph. i want ice cream. and headache medicine.andsleep. and a few other things.

sleeping aides and razorblades

2004-08-11T04:39:11Z

well. I finally decided to document one of my night-time strolls. No longer a secret. I decided to photograph tonight's venture because the cows in the experimental farm beside my development were...really loud tonight. Wonder what the hypothesis was...but it had better not ruin my walk again. everr.
warning! --- red eye like WOAH pluse sideways pictures..and the like...

The cows were disturbing me!

...I have noo idea..

it's a long way downn!

I the cows need to be quiet...or everyone will WAKE UP

I decided to visit my bus stop next. to remember it. we finally got a new stop sign! the old one...disappeared.

Cows.

midnight cardio has been making me happy. forever.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-09T23:35:00

2004-08-10T03:42:06Z

ooo sha lala.

i feel like the only thing that I've been doing lately is decorating school supplies. and my room is a total and official mess. Okay, so it doesn't LOOK that bad. But it IS. On the count of that is my whole floor. Really.

Went to the parade with leighann tonite. Kinda. Her new hair is hotter in person. Ran into Nick and Sage. Yeay.

lordy. lee just got back and boy is he wasted......>_< In his own words-- "..college party..double kegger *laugh*". off to...run away from his ugly drunk face. g'night

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-08T22:30:00

2004-08-09T02:32:30Z

swank_fuckers
I don't wanna hafta say it AGAIN
swank_fuckers

And because I'm random -----Vclickdownthere

Talk to the hand. On the face.

Twizzlers = Peace

I am NOT RETARDED. Just rockin' out to the Police. Kinda..

If you ever fancied seeing hell...there it be. I'll stop before I rant..

I actually like that picture. A lot.

I know it's a bit late for easter, but when we did dye eggs back then, my brother [pictured below] and I collaborated. And that is what we came up with. We took about 20 pictures of it. And that one remains.

OH MY GOD IT'S LEEE. Try living with the fellow. >_<..

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-07T23:01:00

2004-08-08T03:02:21Z

ERIKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I miss Eriko.

Can't wait to give her her present.
She had BETTER read this post. And feel special.
Oh Eriko...why did Japan have to take you for so long..

And why did stupid Italian airport go-ers have to steal your good laptop. You should have decked 'em.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-06T21:11:00

2004-08-07T01:11:51Z

I need more peaches. Hit me up with a basket -o- produce.
I think I've eaten 5 peaches in the past half hour.
need more.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-06T20:15:00

2004-08-07T00:16:39Z

swank_fuckers

Check it out...or ELSE.

bad.

2004-08-06T06:57:26Z

badbadbadbadbadbadbad

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-05T15:12:00

2004-08-05T19:15:18Z

^ ANd it basically looked like that all the time before the hacking. I lurve it now.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-04T23:07:00

2004-08-05T03:11:19Z

DEAR BLOCKBUSTER,
Could you please try to restock your DVDs into the CORRECT spots, behind the CORRECT boxes sometimes? I am Sick of coming home and being disappointed when I hit play and get the option of seeing 3 or 4 episodes of Queer As Folk that I have ALREADY viewed and enjoyed. ~~It's true that I should have checked the box, BUT~~ It is your job as Blockbuster employees to do it FOR me. You get PAID for it. So please help me out. And stop ruining my night.

REGARDS,
Angela

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-04T21:31:00

2004-08-05T01:37:00Z

Got my haircut yesterday..love it. Leighann got hers cut, too, and it looks hot. The kitten is becoming agressive. and has taken to attacking everything. So cute. I saw Andy the scholar walking off from his class this morning. smart little Andy. Bought school supplies which is so depressing. But now I have enough loose leaf to feed a third world country. I want my Big D cd backk. Mummy is going insane. Goodness. Gotta tape X Games for brother...[times a million]. Two more days of summer swimming. Thank GOD. And I skipped today's practice...me being the badass that I am. I am so ready for my interrogation in the morning. *sigh*. Why does swimming have to be more like a mafia than....anything it should be like..

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-03T20:45:00

2004-08-04T00:49:54Z

I'm losin our connection. you're fadin. like a fashion of last year. oh you fade away. once again. I'm shattered down. and you pretend your lies are comin true. oh you fade away. please fade away. so tell me. why you lead me on then walk away. you play me. and lose me. I'm so weak. You broke me down. Again

[/stolen lyric]

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-02T19:07:00

2004-08-02T23:08:48Z

Hmph. Where's a good show.

I wanna run Away.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-01T18:51:00

2004-08-01T22:52:12Z

Here's The Hate

Since lj-cuts continue to amaze me by not working.

ninjaxdreamer @ 2004-08-01T00:55:00

2004-08-01T04:56:22Z

Ohhh, hello. goodness. get away.