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Subject:	I nailed the door shut to leave you blind
Time:	9:17 pm.
Mood:	lonely.
Music:	scream///ima robot.

meVSgrandmasboob: you do a lot of moaning
I Am Scary Spice: where
I Am Scary Spice: when
meVSgrandmasboob: in your live journal

Must figure out bridge to this song and write it down.
Must stop moaning.
Must change.

{{1 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	once again.
Time:	9:21 pm.

WHATTT!!>! Geoff left Tiger Army.
I was going to complain about many things and how today was not good; but I think above NEWSFLASH just about sums up the badness.
I know he's already their 3rd stand-up player but...fooey. I'm sad about it so deal.

{{3 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	it's like waiting for the pool to catch fire
Time:	8:56 pm.
Mood:	badbadbadbadbad.

I'm broke. And what do I have to show for it? Rocky Horror Punk Rock Show; Queer as Folk Season 4 Soundtrack; the new Teen Vogue. Yay. And the soundtrack has some rather hot pictures of everyone. cha-CHING.
I forgot my binder for west virginia studies at school so...no WVS homework for me tonite! wahoo.
I found my big red scissors.
Going to LBC CD release Sunday. Even if it is alone.
Got Cari the BESt birthday gift everrr. That needs a whole post to describe.
Swimming makes me sad and tired. I need to shower. I need to start getting pictures for my poster idea.
Meredith gave me a jacket to make. Oh boy. More sewing. Yay but...I wish I were faster/less tired/more motivated/more willing to do it. It shall be done, though.
Real World premiere tonite. Is it sad that I'm excited for that? and cari didn't return my Queer Eye tape. Which is uncool because now I have to tape it on something else. Jeesh I'm too paranoid.
I yearn for a practice with Steve, Nick, and Mary. Just onee.
I'm rambling so much because.
I feel like Lucy's already gone.

{{7 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	i think i can i think i can
Time:	9:50 pm.

I forgot just about everything I knew about breaststroke in 3 short weeks.

I can't go to Alice's birthday party. Because I'll be in Pittsburgh. Which makes me feel BADDDD AND SAD AND MAD.

I'm tired tired tired. And we've only been doing 3000 a workout. I'm good as drowned.

I finally got a new ink cartridge. Color pictures are so COOL.

I want to go to Alice's birthday partyyy. I need to emphasize this. More.

I'm hating swimming.

Math makes me scared. And lost. Oh darn. I hate how my memory goes. Byebye.

{{3 Moaned}} /Moan\

Time:

3:45 pm.

chris came over. i painted his nails. made me feel better. then he left. then i stopped feeling better. still don't. got a new walkman. finally. got my keychains today. finally. painted my nails. finally. made nick a poster for the soccer game tomorrow...but i have no idea what's going on with that. but he has a kickass poster. now i need a ride.i'm tired.

/Moan\

Subject:	to wish impossible things
Time:	9:12 pm.

remember how it used to be
when the sun would fill the sky
remember how we used to feel
those days would never end
those days would never end

remember how it used to be
when the stars would fill the sky
remember how we used to dream
those nights would never end
those nights would never end

it was the sweetness of your skin
it was the hope of all we might have been
that filled me with the hope to wish
impossible things
to wish impossible things

but now the sun shines cold
and all the sky is gray
the stars are dimmed by clouds and tears
and all i wish
is gone away
all i wish
is gone away

all i wish
is gone away

( oh to wish impossible things )

{{9 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	don't laugh don't mock don't snicker don't point
Time:	6:18 pm.
Mood:	random.

went on an outing with mum and grandma today. art gallery, waterfront, fatty loaf's, blue moose. woo.
saw ERIKO at orientation thursday. yayyyyy.
scuzard's last/LBC CD release show tomorrow. taking leighann to din din first. *snicker* DATE.
found out that the land my parents bought for when they retire has TWO graveyards on it. So if you die and want a cheap funeral...let me know. gale harold's really hot. hey sage, your tongue is slimming. i forgot to tell you.

{{1 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	i need you so much closer
Time:	9:22 pm.
Mood:	emo-tional.
Music:	daphne loves derby.

Damn.
Maggie's at zones and she saw STEVEN and she got to hang out with him and...kdsjf;aklsdjf;lkdfg;lkhdg;klhilikesteveeffoff. Hmph.
Hannah has decided to like girls.
I have the worst headache. Ever.
Evereverevereverevereverrr.
I meant to go work out today.I really did. Just that whole falling asleep thing. Got in the way. Kinda. I feel really crappyyy. I'm too addicted to Queer As Folk.

Lee watched Queer As Folk last night with me...it's so oo much weirder when I type it out like that..I don't even know why he did. Weirdo. Lucky for him it was something like the cleanest episode I've ever seen Ever.
hmph. i want ice cream. and headache medicine.andsleep. and a few other things.

{{4 Moaned}} /Moan\

Subject:	sleeping aides and razorblades
Time:	12:28 am.
Mood:	content.

well. I finally decided to document one of my night-time strolls. No longer a secret. I decided to photograph tonight's venture because the cows in the experimental farm beside my development were...really loud tonight. Wonder what the hypothesis was...but it had better not ruin my walk again. everr.
warning! --- red eye like WOAH pluse sideways pictures..and the like...
( cardio! )

{{6 Moaned}} /Moan\

Time:	11:35 pm.
Mood:	alright.

ooo sha lala.

i feel like the only thing that I've been doing lately is decorating school supplies. and my room is a total and official mess. ( proooof )

Went to the parade with leighann tonite. Kinda. Her new hair is hotter in person. Ran into Nick and Sage. Yeay.

lordy. lee just got back and boy is he wasted......>_< In his own words-- "..college party..double kegger *laugh*". off to...run away from his ugly drunk face. g'night

/Moan\

Time:	10:30 pm.
Mood:	bland.
Music:	minor threat///salad days.

swank_fuckers
I don't wanna hafta say it AGAIN
swank_fuckers

And because I'm random -----Vclickdownthere
( Click If You Don't Wanna See Me )<..

{{4 Moaned}} /Moan\

Time:	11:01 pm.
Mood:	missing eriko.
Music:	x games.

ERIKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I miss Eriko.

Can't wait to give her her present.
She had BETTER read this post. And feel special.
Oh Eriko...why did Japan have to take you for so long..

And why did stupid Italian airport go-ers have to steal your good laptop. You should have decked 'em.

{{2 Moaned}} /Moan\

Time:

11:07 pm.

DEAR BLOCKBUSTER,
Could you please try to restock your DVDs into the CORRECT spots, behind the CORRECT boxes sometimes? I am Sick of coming home and being disappointed when I hit play and get the option of seeing 3 or 4 episodes of Queer As Folk that I have ALREADY viewed and enjoyed. ~~It's true that I should have checked the box, BUT~~ It is your job as Blockbuster employees to do it FOR me. You get PAID for it. So please help me out. And stop ruining my night.

REGARDS,
Angela

/Moan\